It's okay. You don't always need to be a happy, and I mean, it's understandable, but-- What I mean is, you don't need to be sorry to me for feeling things. Of course I'd like you to feel better, but that doesn't make you somehow bad for not feeling good.
I do appreciate that. It is difficult to not feel guilty for it, especially when Hob is so unexpectedly returned to me, but I appreciate your words.
I think I am most hung up on not being able to get an answer from him. For why he left the way he did. Why he left me behind. I am still so hurt over it.
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No. Not like it was. Not when so many who were there are now gone. It we marry again, I think it shall be with a witness only.
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Well, even without Jon here, it would make me happy to see you happy. If you need someone. :)
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I apologize that I have not been myself much these last months, so swallowed in my grief. I hope things will be better.
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I think I am most hung up on not being able to get an answer from him. For why he left the way he did. Why he left me behind. I am still so hurt over it.
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... Or, you know, if he was being a jerk, we can mess with him a little, too.